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"Ngaphakathi kobo bumnyama ndandijonga, kudala ndema apho, ndizibuza, ndisoyika, ndithandabuza ...,"

-U-Edgar Allan Poe, "I-Raven"

Kuzo zonke izidalwa zomhlaba, akukho nto ibaluleke njengokukhanya kwemini, eqaqambisa iinkumbulo ezintsha kwaye ikhanyisela ubomi ngokwabo. Ubumnyama bunokuba buthuntu; ukwahlulwa kubethe ingqondo.

Kumda wokubhiyozela iholide kunye nezigqibo zokuphela konyaka, ukuthambeka koMhlaba, ama-23.5 degrees emazantsi, kubiza i-Winter Solstice xa ilanga lisezantsi esibhakabhakeni, kubonisa ubuncinci iiyure ezilithoba kunye nemizuzu engama-32 yokukhanya kwelanga — olona suku lufutshane unyaka, ixesha lokucamngca kwangaphakathi, mhlawumbi ukurhoxa. Ke, ngentlawulelo yasemhlabeni, ukukhanya kwemini ngokuthe ngcembe kuyaqala ukuhamba njengamaza omoya omkhulu.

Olona suku lufutshane enyakeni luza nesithembiso sesona side — kodwa hayi ngaphambi kokucinezelwa koxinzelelo kwabaninzi ngexesha leKrisimesi neholide, indlovu isesitalini. Makhe sithethe ngendlovu. Ngelixa iiholide zisenza ukonyuka kweemvakalelo kunye nosapho kunye nabahlobo, banokubangela, kwezinye, njengokukhanya okunciphileyo, usizi olukhulu, unxunguphalo, ukungabikho koncedo, kunye neengcinga zokuzibulala.

Ithemba, isipho esiqhubeka nokunikela, kukuqina kokholo, isibindi, kunye nokuzingisa, kunye novelwano lweholide ekwabelwana ngalo ukunxibelelana nabo banesidingo, ukufikelela ngaphandle komgwebo kuthando olungenamiqathango, ukwala iingcinga ezibaxekileyo. Sikholisa ukuyiphepha into esingayiqondiyo, ukuzibandakanya "nokuqhutywa".

“Unjani; ukhangeleka ulungile, ”sihlala sisitsho, sibaleka ukunqanda ukubandakanyeka, okanye ngenxa nje yokuba singalungiswanga ukuba sijonge ezantsi kubomi bomntu. Mea Culpa! Imbonakalo kabani, izipho, kunye nengqondo akunanto yakwenza kangako nomlo womntu ochasene nokudakumba kunye nezifo ezinxulumene noko.

Ngapha koko, uninzi lwabantu oluye lwalwa uxinzelelo kunye nokuphazamiseka okunxulumene noko, ekuqaleni kwakubizwa ngokuba yi "melancholia," zithathwa njengezona ziqaqambileyo, ezona zibalaseleyo ebomini, intsingiselo yokunyamezeleka. Imbali isixelela ukuba uMichelangelo, Beethoven, Mozart, Sir Isaac Newton, Abraham Lincoln, Winston Churchill, Charles Dickens, Leo Tolstoy, Ernest Hemingway, Emily Dickinson, Tennessee Williams, Vincent Van Gogh, kunye namanqaku kunye namanye amanqaku obuchule bokuyila, wabandezeleka kukudakumba koxinzelelo, "inja emnyama," njengoko uChurchill wayibiza njalo-ingqondi eyayithuthunjiswa. Ukanti abanye kubunzima bokudandatheka bayibona inkxwaleko njengesipho sokuvula umntu wangaphakathi ngeendlela ezimangele ilizwe. Thatha umzekelo wompeyinti waseNorway ongasekhoyo uEdvard Munch, onomsebenzi owaziwa kakhulu, "Isikhalo," yenye yezona zinto zibalulekileyo kwihlabathi lobugcisa. "Andikwazi ukuphelisa ukugula kwam, kuba kuninzi kubugcisa bam obukhoyo kuphela ngenxa yazo," kubhala uMunch. “... Ngaphandle kwexhala nokugula, ndiyinqanawa engenamphini wokuqhuba. Ukubandezeleka kwam yinxalenye yam nobugcisa bam. ”

Kucingelwa ukuba uAristotle wayethe, “Akuzange kubekho mntu uphambili ngaphandle kwempambano.”

Kwixinzelelo, akukho qhosha licinywayo. Ngelixa imeko yoxinzelelo inokuthi ifike kwaye ihambisane nokufa kusapho, ukuphulukana nomsebenzi, uqhawulo-mtshato, okanye ingozi embi, uxinzelelo lweklinikhi ayisiyiyo imeko yokutshintsha kwemeko, ukungabikho kwezakhono zokujamelana neziphene, iimpazamo zabalinganiswa, okanye usuku nje olumnandi, inyanga, okanye unyaka. Sisifo sokudakumba esibangelwa sisiphene sobuchwephesha bengqondo, iimpawu ezizuzwe njengelifa, kunye nezinye izinto eziguquguqukayo.

Ingxelo yezempilo yaseHarvard Medical School ithi: “Ukuqonda Ukudandatheka.” Kudla ngokuthiwa uxinezeleko lubangelwa kukungalingani kwemichiza.

Kwabo banengxaki yoxinzelelo lweklinikhi akukho zigcawu zaseHollywood zithandwayo Inyanga , iklasi yaseNorman Jewison apho uLoretta Castorini, edlalwa nguCher, aqhwaba uRonny Cammareri, uNicholas Cage okhohlisiweyo, emva koko wamqhwaba ngempama kwakhona, eyalela, "Phuma kuyo!"

Awungekhe uphume kuxinzelelo. Ayizukwenzeka. UChurchill wasebenzisa "inja emnyama" ehlala ikhona njengophawu lwemihla ngemihla lokuphelelwa lithemba. Ecinga ngokudakumba kwakhe, wabhala wathi: “Andikuthandi ukuma ngakwicala leqonga xa kudlula uloliwe. Ndiyathanda ukuma ngasemva kwaye, ukuba kunokwenzeka, ndifumane intsika phakathi kwam noololiwe. Andikuthandi ukuma ecaleni kwenqanawa ndijonge phantsi emanzini. Intshukumo yesibini inokuphelisa yonke into. Amaconsi ambalwa okuphelelwa lithemba. ”

Ukanti uChurchill wasebenzisa ukubandezeleka kwakhe ngokulungileyo; Kwimeko yakhe, njengesixhobo sokubetha ngokuchasene noHitler kwiMfazwe yesibini (II) yeHlabathi. Encwadini Inja emnyama kaChurchill, iimpuku zikaKafka, kunye nezinye izinto zengqondo yomntu Ugqirha wezifo zengqondo u-Anthony Storr wabona indlela u-Churchill alungisa ngayo ukudakumba kwakhe ukuze aqonde ngezopolitiko: “Kuphela yindoda eyayikwazi ukuqonda ukukhanya kwethemba elingenathemba. wavingcelwa ngaphakathi kwaye wangqongwa ziintshaba, ngewayewabeka ngokwenyani amazwi entetho, eyasomeleza yaza yasomeleza ngehlobo lasehlotyeni ngo-1940. ”

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